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Saturday 17 March 2012

just wanna be a part of s/ting

salam hai sume..lme gak ak x update..nk msk musim exam..huhu..ni pun xleh lme2..hehe..nk stadi ckit..hehe..ok..kli ni,ak cume nk citer ttg ak..(as always la kn..haha)..

sume org nk jd yg terhebat among yg terhebat kn?..maybe ad yg xnk jd hebat..tp dia mmg dh dilahirkn utk jd hebat..haha..

ak ni xde la nk jd hebat..tp t'ingin gak la jd a part of them..yg kehadiran mrk dihrgai..yg ketiadaan mrk dirndui..dan pemergian mrk dirasai..;)..cumeny,ak bkn la spt mrk..haha

sbhgn org,xperlu pun nk equip themselves dgn skill2 or p'watakan org len utk jd hebat..dorg leh jd diri s'diri..sbb dorg mmg talented..

bg ak,d slightest talent yg dorg ad pun dh jd bakat bsr bg ak..huu..cthny,dorg pndai melukis pun ak kagum..sbby ak xreti melukis..haha..plus,rse jeles pun ad..hahaha..tp..xde la jeles smpai nk kacau org len..cume rse nk bljr bakat2 dorg tu..hehe..oh ye..ak ni xde bakat sgt dlm sukan berpasukan..so,kdg2 usha2 dorg men bola..badminton..tenis..squasy..kt stadium (mse ak jog)..t'detik la dlm ati ni..nk gak maen..huhu..tp,ak xde bakat sgt la..huhu

dlu,ak jeles gak tgk mamat2 slim fit ni..so..ak pun try la wat senam n b'sukan utk dptkn shape body..haha..ntah pape kn?..huhu..

ad gak usha swimmer kt stadium..t'ingin nk swim..then,ak sanggup bljr swim dgn kwn2 sume..hehe

pstu,ak suke tgk dorg ni lepak2 mlm2..huhu..sbbny,ak jrg sgt lepak mlm2 kuar dgn kwn2..so,ak pun cr la pape aktivit yg leh wat rmai kwn..hehe..

ak suke tgk org2 berpakaian smart n gud looking..so,ak pun tuka la cara ak b'pakaian..sanggup tu b'hbs duet..huhu...tp..xleh la jd gud looking mcm dorg..huhu

suke tgk mat2 moto n mat superbike..yg ni,ak xleh la nk wat ap..haha..ak ad moto jer..hahha..superbike tu,jaoh skali...nk bwk moto cluch pun ak xreti..haha..

hmm..klo jln2 kt mne2..then tpdg kapel2..either gay or str8 kapel..akn t'detik gak rse jelesny..huhu..s/time,ak ckp.."wah,sweetny dorg.."..hehe..t'ingin gak..haha..tp..xdpt ler..hmm

oh ye,plg pnting..ak sgt kagum dgn org2 pndai..so,ak ikut gak cara dorg bahagikn mse utk stadi..alhamdulillah..tu rezeki Allah..xleh la nk mntk lebih2 klo usaha pun cukup2 mkn..hehe

dan latest,ak suke tgk org men instrument..xkesah la pape instrument pun..so,ak pun tgh bljr men instrumen muzik..hahhha..GITAR..hahaha

cumeny,ak rse ak msh lum dpt jd part of them yg dihargai ni..yg ad rmai kwn2 ni..hmm..ntah la..rse mcm sia2 gak ak try bljr sume bnda ckit2..tp at d end..ak xde ap yg leh dibanggakn..sbb xde org yg nk bangga or hrgai ak..hmm..ntah la..
despite d hours i've spent for sport n healthiness,i m among d worst sportsmen n among doz who have sickness,
despite d time i've spent for studying,i never been listed as doz who are dean's list students,
despite d fren n new acquaintances i've knew n met, i m among doz who are still lonely n alone.hmm

xlayak ke ak nk jd sbhgn drpd sape2?..hmm..maybe kot.huhu..ak kn xde rupe..xde hrta..haha..kdg2 kwn kt tenet pun xmo kwn dgn ak..haha..ajk jmpe pun mcm ssh sgt..mcm la ak ni hina sgt..nk sex jer..ak bkn cmtu la..ak respek org len gak..hmm..

if i can't play ball,badminton or any..it doesn't mean dat i m not a sportman
if i m not a gymmer..it doesn't mean dat i can't be slim n fit
if i m not gud at pool..it doesn't mean dat i can't swim
if i m not as ensem as any one..it doesn't mean dat i m too ugly..:(
if i dun have s/one to hang out with..it doesn't mean dat i can't hang out with others
if i dun have a superbike..it doesn't mean dat i can't ride a bike..hehe..moto kapcai..haha
if i dun hve bf..it doesn't mean dat i can't find one..huhu..(really?huhu)
if i can't be d cleverest..it doesn't mean dat i m so stupid
if i can't play an instrument..it doesn't mean dat i can't be an artist..(seniman)

so..xde ap yg ak hrpkn..cume nk kwn2 yg iklas n leh tlg ajr ak bnyk perkara..just wanna be a part of s/ting..a part of u guys..hmm..

wassalam

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