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Sunday 4 November 2012

peculiar things of me..hmm

Salam n hi kt sume..
kli ni mmg btul2 dh lme sgt ak x update..huhu..bkn ap,maybe makin kurg passion dh nk cont blog ni..hehe..

kli ni, ak cume nk citer psl ap yg b'laku keliling ak dr kaca mata sorg PLU kt dunia milik Allah ni..:)
pttny ad mcm2 bnda nk citer,tp bnyk yg dh terlupa..adeh..hahhaha...maybe ak just nk citer psl my view on myself after comparing myself with others..huhu..for info guys,alhamdulillah, skrg ak dpt kje..kontrak aje,tp ok la drpd xde langsung..:)..

sory to say,ak ni mmg suke tgk sekeliling,especially tgk mamat ensem..hahhaahha..maklum la,ak kn xensem..huhu..ble ak tgk dorg ni,msti ak akn terpikir psl ak yg bkn mcm dorg tu..i mean,dorg tu mcm perfect..hahaha..ak ni lak,biasa aje.haha..

peculiar things of me...
1) ketinggian ak xmcm org len yg average 170..ak ni tngi 180 woo..haha..sbb tu la xlaku..haha

2) w/pun ak tngi,rmai yg ckp ak ni leh men mcm2 sukan..tp sbnrny ak KAKI BANGKU (ssh utk ak men bola..haha)

3) tgn n jari ak pun pjg..hahaha..mse skolah dlu org pnah pgl tgn pjg..adeh..huhu.

4) alhamdulillah ak dilahirkn sempurna, cume ad bhgn2 fizikal bdn ak yg pelik..haha...w/pun ak kurus,tp ak ssh nk wat shape bdn or  6 pack..maybe sbb ak ad hip yg lebar..ad gak lemak kt bwh perut tu..huhu..for info waist ak 33-34 tau..huhu..tp ak xgemuk!!!..huhu..

5) sjk kecik (8 thn) ak kne pkai spek mata..haha..dan ak bknny ad mslh rabun..tp sebab juling air..hmm

6) ak ad ukuran dada yg lebar..alhamdulillah ak suke,tp ak ad gak diameter puting yg lebar n itam..hmm..kdg2 malu gak nk bkk baju..sbb x mcm puting org len..adeh..tu semula jadi tau!!!

7) rambut ak keras mcm dawai..:(...dlu rmbut ak elok je mse kecik2..(ak tgk kt pic2 lme) fmili ak pun ckp yg rmbut ak dlu kemas je...tp skrg,dh xmcm dlu..xtau la nape,maybe asyik bnyk berpikir kot..huhu...

8) plg ak rse rendah diri ialah muke ak..mmg bnyk jerawat sjk skolah menengah..skrg tgl parut je..tp stil,org akn nmpk parut tu..huhu..ble ak nk usha2 org je msti ak sorok or tndukkn muke..malu dow..:(..bg ak, sape2 yg cumel msti disayangi..haha..tp,ak bkn la di klgn yg cumel2 tu..huhu..t'ingin gak jd cumel/ensem n disayangi/disukai..haha..opismate ak sorg tu cumel..sume akak suke dia..boss pun suke dia..mcm BLUE EYE BOY la utk dept ktorg..huhu..

9) emosi ak kdg x menentu..maybe ak ad split personaliti la..huhu..kdg2 ak leh jd sgt baek..kdg2 ak leh jd panas baran..kdg2 ak leh jd epi, tp kdg2 ak akn rse sgt down n sdeh (especially ble org rejek ak sbb tgk muke ak..)..huhu..plus,ak pun t'pksa sembunyikn PLU life ak..:(..so,mmg la ad split personaliti kn?nk cover dr org rmai..huhu

10) ak suke wat bdn..shape bdn..bnyk gak effort ak try..beli brg2 gym ckit..minum protein bagai..simple workout b4 g kje hr2..dh dkt 2 thn ak shape bdn,tp bdn ak biasa2 je..but alhamdulillah la,sbb dlu ak gemuk .huhuskrg ni at least,ak kurus la kn?..hmm

kesimpulanny,spjg ak xupdate blog ni,ak hany jlnkn rutin ak..motif idup ak adlh utk m'jd lbh baek dr seblmny..mcm2 impian ak yg lum terlaksana..sekurg2ny ak nk jd mcm org len..yg rse diri mereka tu sempurna n mampu utk jd sempurna..skrg ni, ak xrse yg ak ni sempurna (dr sudut pdgn dunia atau dr sudut pdgn Tuhan..huhu) dan ak rse ak xmmpu nk jd sempurna..kje tetap pun xde lg wei..huhu..pape pun,fokus ak utk short term ni adlh; ak nk dptkn kje tetap..nk ad keta s'diri..nk ad duet s'diri..nk sara parents ak ckit2..huhu..

smbil2 tu dgr la lagu ni..:)..dia mmg ensem kn2?..hehe..yg pnting,dgr lirikny..:)