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Tuesday 29 November 2011

back to reality


salam maal hijrah n slmt thn br islam..

hmm,sjk ahir ni ad bnyk exam..tiap2 minggu exam..huhu..xsmpt nk update.tmbh lak,pc rosak.ni gn hp jer..edit gn pc kwn..huhu..ad r 2-3 citer nk share..

 1)sblm ak citer,ak nk tny korg,tau xap mksud ny t'mkn sumpah?..hmm,mksudny lbh kurg,s/one yg dh b'sumpah tp pstu lgr sumpah n then kne byr kafarah or dnda sumpah.. ak ni slh sorg yg t'mkn sumpah la.huhu..mse ak skolah dlu,ak pnah sumpah xnk maen btg org lg..(sori to say...xnk raba n xnk isap)..mse tu lps kne belasah dgn senior2 dlm situasi yg sgt brt sbh..huhu...tp,bnyk kli dh sjk ahir ni ak wat lg..:-(


Weekend lps,ak dlm keadaan yg sgt 'memerlukn'...ak try msj abg2 dlm hp ak.ckp nk jmpe..tp,ad yg suh ak g tmpt dia..jaoh tuu,nk trevel pun tgh xde duet..huhu..

So,ad r sorg abg yg nk dtg jmpe..ktorg borak2 lme..hehe.then tdo same..hehe..ap lg...!hbs diratahny ak ni..hahahaha..
Tp,lps dia blk,i m still lonly..abg tu dh ckp awal2,no kapel or abg agkt sbb dia x caye dgn bnda tu..

As usual,ak rse sdeh n kne la byr kafarah sumpah tu..3 hr pose turut2..sbb tu,ak xsuke sgt heavy2 ni,ak cume nk s/one yg syg ak..just love..(ringan2 lor..haha)..

2)smlm ak tgk bola mesia lwn Bahrain..mmg ak minat gler team mesia..admire tul dgn dorg..mula2 mcm nk mng,tp pstu kne blsh..sdeh r..huhu..maybe sbb rmai yg injured lwn kt sukan sea..kuang ajaqqq endon..hahahaha..

3)Back to reality,ak ni hny la sorg studen yg tgh sengkek xde duet sjk kne tipu bnyk 3-4 bln lps..(spt yg ak pnah citer dlu)..dlm dompet ad rm10 jer smlm..ak blk umah,m'hrpkn dpt duet dr parents,tp xdpt lak.huhu..dorg nk gn duet kot..ak ni xsuke sshkn org.huhu..xsuke nk mntk terang2..:(
Tgh xde duet ni,ak cr kje m'ajr kt umah org..dia pun plu gak.tp,baek la..cume,duet xdpt lg sbb lum hbs bln.huhu..so,kne la sabar jap..


Back to reality,ak ni manusia plg jht agkny sbb slalu lgr sumpah..huhu..skrg ni pun tgh pose byr dnda..(leh la jimat duet ckit..huhu)

Back to reality,xkire la ap perasaan,emosi (sdeh psl bola ke..epi psl ape2 ke..)..dan pape yg ak wat,ak still ak..lonly..xde s/one special..(cume tumpang org jer..)..looser..n still looking for true love or s/one yg mgkin xpnah wujud pun utk ak..:-(

pape pun,ak kne b'syukur sbb rmai lg yg skrg ni pun ssh mcm ak..xde duet nk mkn..or mgkin ad yg still looking for true love w/pun dh umo tua..huhu..tp,at least,maybe dorg x la setruk ak..ntah la...:(

Monday 14 November 2011

sblm cuti midsem

Salam sume org..lme n yak xbkk blog..mcm dh mati jerk blog..haha
Bnyk gler bnda ak nk citer..tp,bnyk gak yg dh xingt..cumeny,ak nk citer psl hal sblm cuti midsem br2 ni je kot..hehe
Sblm cuti hr tu,ak  b’jaya gak b’yegur sape dgn beberapa org yg ak rse nk tgur..(ap ak ckp ni)..haha..i mean,ad la beberapa org yg ak nk tgur kt ostel ak..tp,mcm segan lak sbb tkot lak dorg kate ak ni buang tebiat ke..ap ke..haha..
1st skali ak dpt borak n tumpang kn sorg mamat junior no g klas..bnyk kli gak ak usha dia..sian kt dia..jln kaki g klas..jaoh tu..haha..kbtuln klas ak pun pd wktu yg same..so..ak tumpangkn je nek moto..haha..nme ny mirul..cute lak tu..haih..jeles ak tgk dia..haha..tp sweet r bdkny..:)..t’seremapk gak kt surau kt ostel ak ni..then,just tgur2 besa jela..hehe
2nd klo korg ingt,ak ad ltk kt post psl sorg bdk seblh bilk ak yg body bilder tu..haha..rupe2ny dia tu junior same course dgn ak..hehe..nmeny faruq..hee..baek gak bdkny..ad satu mse tu ak nmpk kaki dia t’encut2..t’lbh agkt brt la tu agkny..haha..ad gak ak tny psl kaki tu..dia snyum jela..sehari sblm cuti,ak nmpk kwn dia msk bilk dia..same2 nk wat workout la kot..tgk bdn kwn dia tuh..pergh..mmg mantopp..6pack cantek jer..hehe..t’ingin nk dpt bdn cmtu..dh dkt setahun lbh ak try..ad la ckit shape..tp slow la sbb xamik suplimen or mkn telur hr mcm dorg..haha..jeles gak nih..hee
3rd ak ad gak usha sorg mamat kt surau..(truk ak ni,nk solat pun usha org..haha)..pstu nmpk dia kt fac ak..ak pun trust any dia..”kte duk ostel yg same kn?”..dia lak smpat angguk jer..ad hal kot..haha..selmaba jerk ak tgur org cmtu kn?..haha..beberapa hr pstu,ak tgh duk kt surau..(surau lg..adoi..haha)..dia then msk surau tu..tgh2 lepak tu..ak salam la dgn dia..then wat2 tany semula la psl ostel tu..dia lak tany..”sape name?..thn bape?”..ak pun amik chan la borak2 dgn dia..haha..pstu ak ckp la yg ak amik thn 5..smbung bljr lps hbs 4 thn..dia pun ckp..”wah,kne pgl abg la ni?”..pstu ak cover2 lor..xyah la pgl abg..beza umo setahun je kot..haha..ak tua setahun..nme mamat tu..imran..hehe..
4th dpt tgur dgn sorg mamat ensem gak..baek je bdkny..slalu t’serempak kt tandas time bsh bju..xrmai yg suke bsh bj manual pkai tgn..besany,ak n dia..hehe..bnyk kli t’serempak pun cume tgur “hai” je..haha..smpai la ad peluang,ak dpt tau name dia rashid..duk sabah lak tu..haha..jaoh tul..hehe..
Senang ati ak dpt knal dgn dorg..w/pun knal2 cmtu jer..at least ak impruv la dr dlu..klo dlu usha2 je dr jaoh..tkot nk tgur org..ak ni pemalu ckit..low self esteem lak tu..huhu..so,wpun korg dgr mcm bodoh je citer ak ni..tp bg ak,ni pun p’alaman bsr..hehe..sume yg ak knal tu adlh org2 yg ak nk jd mcm dorg..(ap ak mengarut ni?..haha)..i mean,nk jd mcm dorg la..smart..pndai b’gaya..cute..ensem..baek..charming..hepi..haih..jaoh panggang dr api la..huhu..:(