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Saturday, 29 August 2015

lapuk = lajak = lanjut

assalamualaikum semua...pekabar?hehe..hrp sehat belaka..

entry kli ni adlh sempena ulang thn hr lahir ak yg jtuh pd 26/8/2015..hehe..klo korg perasan,tiap thn akn ad post sempena hr lahir ak..hmm..tnda ingatan yg ak dh semakin tua..huhu..so,thn ni umo ak genap 27 thn masihi..haha...tua dh wei..huhu

xde ap yg spesel pon ttg bday ak sblm2 ni..dan salu ny mmg ak xamik port sgt nk raikn..cume sjk beberapa thn kblkgn ni,ak rse teringin sgt nk celebrate dgn org istimewa..agkny mmg lumrah manusia la,nk ad org appreciate kte time hr kebesaran..kikiki..poyo..

dipendekkn cerita,ahad lps,kwn ak buat mkn2 kt umah dia...so,dia ajk la sume member..kbtulan,ak free time tu dan ak g la..sje nk jmpe member2 lme kt uni dlu...haha..

antara yg dtg tu,ad kwn (pmpuan) yg bg kad kawen..jmput sume org dtg knduri kawen dia..haha...ak a bit terkjut time tu sbb x sangka dia dh nk kawen dh..minah ni dlu salu join prgram uni dgn ak...salu wat kje same2...klo ak prlukn AJK,ak akn cr dia n vice versa....so,mmg bnyk la mse kje same2...haha..

oleh sbb ktorg ni salu wat kje same,rmai la member2 duk kenen2 kn mse kt uni dlu...tp time tu dia dh ad bf...sorg askar...(ensem dow..kikiki)...minah ni pon jnis lasak...suke outdoor..ak pon minat bnda yg same...blh la ngam dgn dia..

terdetik la jugak dlm ati..'ap slhny klo nk try dia'..haha..tp as u guys mgkin tau,ak ni xsuke kco hak org..huhu..especially klo kapel org tu lg hot n ensem dr ak..konfom la ak akn kalah..so,baek ak diam2 je..cume dlm mse yg same ak pon terpikir ttg plu feeling ak ni.huhu..ekceli,ssh tau ak nk suke pmpuan..so,ak tkot yg feeling ni cume maen2..haha...dan ak sgt keliruu..tkot..klo2 ak akn sktkn perasaan dia 1 day..hmm...

secara jujurny,ak xde la menaruh hrpn pape..coz ak mmg ssh nk suke pmpuan..tp ad la gak terpikir..'klo la dia membujang xkawen2 smpai dh berusia,blh la jgak ak konsider nk try dia..'..haha...

pnah la gak ak bg dia kek bday n hadiah konvo..haha...tp dia xpnah bg ak cmtu pon time dlu tu..haha..so,i guess mmg dia xde la suke ak..atau ad perasaan kt ak...tmbah yakin lg dgn guess ak tu,ble ak dpt tau yg dia dh clash dgn bf askar dia tu dr kwn laen...but dia xpnah lak cr ak..in fact dia dpt another bf stadi kt jepun..hahaha....so,fhm la ak..dat shud be my 'escape window' la...

ok..now back to my lapuk day..ak ad wat jamuan kt ofis..sje bg mkn kt ofismates..ekceli,jamuan ni bkn skdr utk bday..tp utk sume pkr baek yg berlaku spjg ak kje la as token of appreciation...alhamdulillah sume suke..dan sume wish bday...siap ad sponsor kek lg..hahaha..dan bermulalah sesi memberi ucapan sblm ptg kek..adeh...lemah tul ak..merapu jela...hahaha..end up ad yg tny psl kawen gak..hmm....xde ap alasan dh nk bg..huhu..xpelah..pura2 gelak n epi ajela.haha...

dan mlm tu...ad sorg abg ajk kuar mkn...abg ni ak xbpe knal lg...dan kdg gduh kt watsapps je..hahaha..mcm2 perangai abg2 skrg ni..kikiki..(mati ak klo dia bce ni..)...so..lps mkn..borak2..dia bg hadiah n kek jgak....jujur ckp,ak xpnah dpt hadiah utk bday ak wei...i mean propoer hadiah la..terharu gler wei...hhuhuhu....i wish i kno all d good ppl earlier..even b4 ak poz lg..huhu..rse mcm dh t'lmbt dh utk sume tu...

dan jujur ak ckp,ak rse dh lanjut sgt umo ak ni..haha..klo dlu best smbut bday ..makin dewasa..but now..dh nk makin tua ni...hmm...and yet i m still alone..lonly..hahaha...e/thing jd mcm dh t'lmbt....xpelah....ak follow je flow..:) ...

sori guys klo entry ni pjg sgt or ngarut..hahaa...btw,sjk bday,ak suke tul dgr lgu Setia - Elizabeth Tan ni..hehe..enjoy guys/gays..:p


ni la hadiahnya..TERIMA KASIH abangggggg....love u too (as brother k..wekk..:p)