salam
bnyk kli ak down klo ak compare dgn org len..especially bab hrta n imej..hmm..sdeh r gak..smpai satu hr..ak kate..
"being myself is a weakness,looking to myself is a shame,knowing myself is a failure.."
haih..ak pun xtau ler..bnyk mengeluh jer klo ak tgk dri s'diri..:(..tp ak xleh cmtu..ak kne b'syukur..sekurg2ny ak cukup sume angoota..sehat..alhamdulillah..terima ksh ats nikmat yg Allah kurniakn..
stil kesal gak pd diri s'diri sbb nfsu ak pun mkin b'tmbh..hmm..ssh nk jage nfsu..especially klo plu ni..tp dlm mse yg same..ak pun xtry bendung..huhu..ap la nk jd..rse b'dosa..tp wat gak dosa...
kdg2 rse mmg xlayak pun ddk kt dunia ni..sbb bnyk dosa..malu ak pd Tuhan..tp malu ak tu kdg2 sekejap jer..huhu..mmg la ak ni mahluk plg hina..
dh la hina pd masyarakt sbb jd gay..hina lak pd Allah..sbb wat dosa cmni..aksdeh dow..ak..speechless sgt..
ak nk share psl satu khutbah jumaat hr tu..mmg antra khutbah plg best r..psl kebahgiaan..dlm khutbah tu..ad 3 cara utk epi..
1)mntk ampun pd Allah..ak slalu wat..tp slalu langgar..rse mcm x diterima jer ak mntk ampun..ntah ler..tp dlm mse sme,khatib tu ckp,setan yg bisik kt kte cmtu..nk bg kte ilang yakin pd Allah..na'uzubillah min zalik..huhu
2)kne sabar..hmm..yg ni pun kdg2 ak ssh ckit..sbb ak ad panas baran ckit..huhu
3)b'syukur dgn ap yg ad..kne s'tiasa b'syukur..ak kne ckp yg ak ad sume bnda..mkn..pkai..duet..ad la utk tampung belanja..
kata khatib tu lg.. cara utk ingt Allah slalu adlh..sblm tdo,pikirkn psl idup seharian..then..ucap lah alhamdulillah sbb dpt idup dgn baek hr tu..klo wat dosa..ckp astaghfirullah..sume ni leh bwk kebahgiaan..huhu..
ak nk epi..sume org nk epi..tp xsume sanggup nk wat cara2 kt ats tu kn?huhu..dan ak msh sorg yg akn down slalu ble tgk diri ak s'diri..huhu..:(
Sunday, 25 December 2011
Thursday, 1 December 2011
hmm...just anor feeling
salam hai..:)
hr ni ad chan nk jenguk blog jap w/pun xde bnda sgt nk update..haha..cume nk share s/ting selagi msh b'kesampatan...hehe..:)
smlm ak lepak2 dgn kwn ak..(dorg str8 r)..sje2 borak kosong smbil wat asaimen..smbil2 borak tu,dorg citer psl pempuan..psl nk kawen dsbgny.haha..ak pun lyn jer la..pd hal xtau sgt nk citer psl pempuan..klo psl laki,leh la..haha..:p...smpai r satu konklusion drpd ap yg ktorg sembangkn..bhw..sume org nk idup b'teman..nk kawen..nk ad famili..mse tu,ak angguk setujju jela..pd hal dlm kepala otak ak ni,t'pikir yg ak pun nk b'teman..tp,ak xsame mcm dorg..huhu..ak nk laki jd teman ak..???huhu...haih...xtau r ap nk jd..
for info...mcm2 ak bljr mse ak knal dunia plu ni..:
1)of coz la sex..huhu
2)ak bljr utk improve diri..nk jd s/one yg dipdg oleh org len..especially laki..haha..nk rse dihrgai..
mcm2 r ak wat...klo dlu ak sgt x pntingkn imej fizikal,skrg ad la ckit improvement..ak stat jge fizikal,kesehatan n fitness..ak stat ad konfiden utk b'tegur sape dgn org di sekeliling w/pun ak xknal dorg..haha..(m'gatal)..ak sedar ak xensem mcm org len..tp,ak pun nk gak rse diusha oleh s/one, mcm ak yg slalu usha org..huhu..(looser kn?..huhu)..
cume ak heran,btul ke ad citer2 plu romantik yg kononny; dia dpt letter or dlamar oleh s/one or kwn yg mmg minat kt dia sjk dlu lg?or citer2 yg kononny dia tgh lepak2 kt kedai mkn/otel,tbe2 ad org dtg kt dia,borak2 n knal2??..ad ke citer2 cmtu?wujud ke?..huhu..bkn ap,..ak tany ni sbb ak mmg xpenah rse s'diri p'alaman2 cmtu..yg ak tau,ak syok s'diri jer..dh dkt setahun lbh ak knal dunia plu kt irc..rmai gak org yg ak jmpe..dr umo tua ke muda..siap maen lak tu..(sory to say)..tp,xde pun sape2 yg scr jujur or sape2 yg ak jmpe tu akn kate: 'ak syg ko' ..i mean..truely syg..not sex ok..huhu..xde pun di klgn dorg yg akn try 'pikat' ak..(mcm sstgh citer yg kononny dia rse rimas sbb ad org minat kt dia..)..xsyukur langsungad org suke dia..haha..ak ni,xde yg suke pun di klgn org yg ak suke..:p
3)ak pun bljr kt dunia plu ni yg general ruleny..bnyk yg tiipu,kaki tipu n penipu jer..tp,ad gak ak exception ny..yg kononny dia knal n kapel dgn s/one dh b'thn2 or ad s/one yg truly syg dia not just for sex..jeles tul dgn org2 yg jd exception ni..huhu..ak pun nk gak jd exception?..leh ke??..tp right now, im still d general rule..bnyk kli jmpe org,tp xde sape pun akn kontek blk.."whn a guy wants to hang out with u,he'll ask u out..if he doesn't,he won't.."..huhu..kredit to citer HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU..
btw,pg td mse nk g klas,kt paking moto ostel ak..ad sorg mamat (cute r gak.haha)..tgh panaskn enjin moto...ak tgh stat moto...then ak bla dr situ..tgk side mirror,nmpk mamat tu kt blg bwk moto gak..ak sje bwk slow..besany,org len akn pecut ak je..tp,dia x lak..pelik tul..smpai kt area fac ak,ak park la jaoh2 ckit dr tmpt a\besa ak park..tbe2 mamat tu park mioto dia sblh ak gak..haha..pelik2..ble nk g klas,ak g direction len,dia lak g direction yg sgt jaoh dr park moto dia tu..haha..dlm ati ak.."apsal x park kt sblh paking yg dkt dgn klas dia tuh?"..b'tmbh pelik ak..haha..pape pun,it was a nice feeling to ponder..hahaha..ntah2 ak je yg syok s'diri..huhu..(again)..:(
hr ni ad chan nk jenguk blog jap w/pun xde bnda sgt nk update..haha..cume nk share s/ting selagi msh b'kesampatan...hehe..:)
smlm ak lepak2 dgn kwn ak..(dorg str8 r)..sje2 borak kosong smbil wat asaimen..smbil2 borak tu,dorg citer psl pempuan..psl nk kawen dsbgny.haha..ak pun lyn jer la..pd hal xtau sgt nk citer psl pempuan..klo psl laki,leh la..haha..:p...smpai r satu konklusion drpd ap yg ktorg sembangkn..bhw..sume org nk idup b'teman..nk kawen..nk ad famili..mse tu,ak angguk setujju jela..pd hal dlm kepala otak ak ni,t'pikir yg ak pun nk b'teman..tp,ak xsame mcm dorg..huhu..ak nk laki jd teman ak..???huhu...haih...xtau r ap nk jd..
for info...mcm2 ak bljr mse ak knal dunia plu ni..:
1)of coz la sex..huhu
2)ak bljr utk improve diri..nk jd s/one yg dipdg oleh org len..especially laki..haha..nk rse dihrgai..
mcm2 r ak wat...klo dlu ak sgt x pntingkn imej fizikal,skrg ad la ckit improvement..ak stat jge fizikal,kesehatan n fitness..ak stat ad konfiden utk b'tegur sape dgn org di sekeliling w/pun ak xknal dorg..haha..(m'gatal)..ak sedar ak xensem mcm org len..tp,ak pun nk gak rse diusha oleh s/one, mcm ak yg slalu usha org..huhu..(looser kn?..huhu)..
cume ak heran,btul ke ad citer2 plu romantik yg kononny; dia dpt letter or dlamar oleh s/one or kwn yg mmg minat kt dia sjk dlu lg?or citer2 yg kononny dia tgh lepak2 kt kedai mkn/otel,tbe2 ad org dtg kt dia,borak2 n knal2??..ad ke citer2 cmtu?wujud ke?..huhu..bkn ap,..ak tany ni sbb ak mmg xpenah rse s'diri p'alaman2 cmtu..yg ak tau,ak syok s'diri jer..dh dkt setahun lbh ak knal dunia plu kt irc..rmai gak org yg ak jmpe..dr umo tua ke muda..siap maen lak tu..(sory to say)..tp,xde pun sape2 yg scr jujur or sape2 yg ak jmpe tu akn kate: 'ak syg ko' ..i mean..truely syg..not sex ok..huhu..xde pun di klgn dorg yg akn try 'pikat' ak..(mcm sstgh citer yg kononny dia rse rimas sbb ad org minat kt dia..)..xsyukur langsungad org suke dia..haha..ak ni,xde yg suke pun di klgn org yg ak suke..:p
3)ak pun bljr kt dunia plu ni yg general ruleny..bnyk yg tiipu,kaki tipu n penipu jer..tp,ad gak ak exception ny..yg kononny dia knal n kapel dgn s/one dh b'thn2 or ad s/one yg truly syg dia not just for sex..jeles tul dgn org2 yg jd exception ni..huhu..ak pun nk gak jd exception?..leh ke??..tp right now, im still d general rule..bnyk kli jmpe org,tp xde sape pun akn kontek blk.."whn a guy wants to hang out with u,he'll ask u out..if he doesn't,he won't.."..huhu..kredit to citer HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU..
btw,pg td mse nk g klas,kt paking moto ostel ak..ad sorg mamat (cute r gak.haha)..tgh panaskn enjin moto...ak tgh stat moto...then ak bla dr situ..tgk side mirror,nmpk mamat tu kt blg bwk moto gak..ak sje bwk slow..besany,org len akn pecut ak je..tp,dia x lak..pelik tul..smpai kt area fac ak,ak park la jaoh2 ckit dr tmpt a\besa ak park..tbe2 mamat tu park mioto dia sblh ak gak..haha..pelik2..ble nk g klas,ak g direction len,dia lak g direction yg sgt jaoh dr park moto dia tu..haha..dlm ati ak.."apsal x park kt sblh paking yg dkt dgn klas dia tuh?"..b'tmbh pelik ak..haha..pape pun,it was a nice feeling to ponder..hahaha..ntah2 ak je yg syok s'diri..huhu..(again)..:(
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