d making of..mimpi yg sempurna

"aku gemar memerhatikan insan-insan yang pada wajah mereka terpancar ketenangan, pada percakapan indah seribu bahsa dan pada perlakuan tertib tidak tercela....."

salam n hai again...sblm mula pape..tlg klik audiao kt ats tu..plz2..:)

ok..ap kaitan tjuk blog ni dgn my story kli ni?haha..post kli ni pun utk jwb certain thing yg dipersoalkn kt ak..haha..

1)ad org kate,ak ni mudah sgt nk baek dgn org..nk kwn dgn org n mudah sgt nk feeling dgn org..haha..adoi..hakikatny,sume2 tu berbeza....

ak mmg mudah caye kt org n wat baek kt org..w/pun lum knal lme..kdg2 org tu wat taik pun ak wat baek..haih..pelik dan naif sungguh..huhu..ak xtau nape..tp,ak diajr utk wat baek je..xdiajr wat jht..:)

mmg ak pun mudah nk kwn dgn org..ak x bnyk kwn sgt..sbb tu ak suke cr kwn2 br..xkesah la in actual or in virtual..dan ak treat kwn2 ak equally..xde nk pilih2 org ensem ke..xensem ke..sbbny;ak pun xensem..haha..tp,stil ad exception..yg psiko..ak tkot nk jmpe..huhuhu..plus..ak xmo knal org yg nk puaskn nafsu semata..ak dh serik woo..huhuhu..

psl feeling..hmm,i wud prefer to use word..admiring..ak mmg mudah admire kt s/one yg ak rse layak utk dihrgai..(sbb tu la dia disukai kn..haha)..hmm..honestly,ak mmg suke nk knal2 dgn org2 yg special..i mean,yg perfect pd pdgn org rmai la..yg gud looking..yg baek..yg peramah..plg best tgk doz persons yg slalu solat..hehe...wah..sweet2..

ni bkn feeling,tp suke tgk org2 cmni..dan suke nk m'dekatkn diri dgn org2 cmni..sbb,ak nk jd mcm dorg..yg bg kebnykn org,perfect..:)..ak pun nk bljr bnyk bnda dr dorg..especialy ttg idup dorg yg slalu bertuah..(pd pdgn ak la..)..ak cume anggap dorg2 ni (especialy yg actual person) as my guidance n abg2 or akak2..hehe..in fact,klo dorg senyum n tgur ak je pun,ak rse sgt dihrgai..sbb ad gak org perasan yg ak adlh sbhgn dr dorg..so,aptah lg klo doz persons yg wat baek dgn ak..btul x?..hehe..i repeat..it just a feeling of epiness n excitements dat i m being appreciated..;)

so..diz is only d making of my dream..dat is to be apreciated...a perfect dream..mmpi yg sempurna

2)some say..ap yg ak wat ni adlh utk sedapkn ati ak..i mean..pape aktiviti ak adlh utk sedapkn ati ak..i wud say:YES..ak join bnyk aktiviti n knal bnyk kwn sbb ak nk ilangkn rse lonly ak..huhu..(but still lonly la..)..huhu..

plus..p'alaman2 ak wat ak cuak utk hadapi akn dtg..ak pnah gak pts asa..hmm..tp alhamdulillah,ak ad msh Tuhan..ad agama..klo x..xtau ler..huhu..so,i m quoting myself again.... "dan pape aktiviti n rutin yg ak wat skrg is just to deviate me fr hurting myself;dat is to fall for s/one deeper..huhu"

vid bwh ni...d making of mimpi yg sempurna..new learner..hehe..

just wanna be a part of s/ting

salam hai sume..lme gak ak x update..nk msk musim exam..huhu..ni pun xleh lme2..hehe..nk stadi ckit..hehe..ok..kli ni,ak cume nk citer ttg ak..(as always la kn..haha)..

sume org nk jd yg terhebat among yg terhebat kn?..maybe ad yg xnk jd hebat..tp dia mmg dh dilahirkn utk jd hebat..haha..

ak ni xde la nk jd hebat..tp t'ingin gak la jd a part of them..yg kehadiran mrk dihrgai..yg ketiadaan mrk dirndui..dan pemergian mrk dirasai..;)..cumeny,ak bkn la spt mrk..haha

sbhgn org,xperlu pun nk equip themselves dgn skill2 or p'watakan org len utk jd hebat..dorg leh jd diri s'diri..sbb dorg mmg talented..

bg ak,d slightest talent yg dorg ad pun dh jd bakat bsr bg ak..huu..cthny,dorg pndai melukis pun ak kagum..sbby ak xreti melukis..haha..plus,rse jeles pun ad..hahaha..tp..xde la jeles smpai nk kacau org len..cume rse nk bljr bakat2 dorg tu..hehe..oh ye..ak ni xde bakat sgt dlm sukan berpasukan..so,kdg2 usha2 dorg men bola..badminton..tenis..squasy..kt stadium (mse ak jog)..t'detik la dlm ati ni..nk gak maen..huhu..tp,ak xde bakat sgt la..huhu

dlu,ak jeles gak tgk mamat2 slim fit ni..so..ak pun try la wat senam n b'sukan utk dptkn shape body..haha..ntah pape kn?..huhu..

ad gak usha swimmer kt stadium..t'ingin nk swim..then,ak sanggup bljr swim dgn kwn2 sume..hehe

pstu,ak suke tgk dorg ni lepak2 mlm2..huhu..sbbny,ak jrg sgt lepak mlm2 kuar dgn kwn2..so,ak pun cr la pape aktivit yg leh wat rmai kwn..hehe..

ak suke tgk org2 berpakaian smart n gud looking..so,ak pun tuka la cara ak b'pakaian..sanggup tu b'hbs duet..huhu...tp..xleh la jd gud looking mcm dorg..huhu

suke tgk mat2 moto n mat superbike..yg ni,ak xleh la nk wat ap..haha..ak ad moto jer..hahha..superbike tu,jaoh skali...nk bwk moto cluch pun ak xreti..haha..

hmm..klo jln2 kt mne2..then tpdg kapel2..either gay or str8 kapel..akn t'detik gak rse jelesny..huhu..s/time,ak ckp.."wah,sweetny dorg.."..hehe..t'ingin gak..haha..tp..xdpt ler..hmm

oh ye,plg pnting..ak sgt kagum dgn org2 pndai..so,ak ikut gak cara dorg bahagikn mse utk stadi..alhamdulillah..tu rezeki Allah..xleh la nk mntk lebih2 klo usaha pun cukup2 mkn..hehe

dan latest,ak suke tgk org men instrument..xkesah la pape instrument pun..so,ak pun tgh bljr men instrumen muzik..hahhha..GITAR..hahaha

cumeny,ak rse ak msh lum dpt jd part of them yg dihargai ni..yg ad rmai kwn2 ni..hmm..ntah la..rse mcm sia2 gak ak try bljr sume bnda ckit2..tp at d end..ak xde ap yg leh dibanggakn..sbb xde org yg nk bangga or hrgai ak..hmm..ntah la..
despite d hours i've spent for sport n healthiness,i m among d worst sportsmen n among doz who have sickness,
despite d time i've spent for studying,i never been listed as doz who are dean's list students,
despite d fren n new acquaintances i've knew n met, i m among doz who are still lonely n alone.hmm

xlayak ke ak nk jd sbhgn drpd sape2?..hmm..maybe kot.huhu..ak kn xde rupe..xde hrta..haha..kdg2 kwn kt tenet pun xmo kwn dgn ak..haha..ajk jmpe pun mcm ssh sgt..mcm la ak ni hina sgt..nk sex jer..ak bkn cmtu la..ak respek org len gak..hmm..

if i can't play ball,badminton or any..it doesn't mean dat i m not a sportman
if i m not a gymmer..it doesn't mean dat i can't be slim n fit
if i m not gud at pool..it doesn't mean dat i can't swim
if i m not as ensem as any one..it doesn't mean dat i m too ugly..:(
if i dun have s/one to hang out with..it doesn't mean dat i can't hang out with others
if i dun have a superbike..it doesn't mean dat i can't ride a bike..hehe..moto kapcai..haha
if i dun hve bf..it doesn't mean dat i can't find one..huhu..(really?huhu)
if i can't be d cleverest..it doesn't mean dat i m so stupid
if i can't play an instrument..it doesn't mean dat i can't be an artist..(seniman)

so..xde ap yg ak hrpkn..cume nk kwn2 yg iklas n leh tlg ajr ak bnyk perkara..just wanna be a part of s/ting..a part of u guys..hmm..

wassalam

baharu = baru

salam hai again..

korg tau x yg perkataan 'baru' dh ditukar semula kpd perkataan asal iaitu 'baharu'..so..skrg ni..klo nk ckp baju baru..kne ckp baju baharu..hahaha..xbape sedap..tp tu la hakikat..haha>>>>>ni selingan jer..hehe

ap yg ak nk smpaikn kli ni adlah..ak bljr bnda2 br sjk kblkgn ni..haha..

first..ak skrg tgh bljr men gitar?wat?ak s'diri pun xcaye..haaha..lawak pun ad gak.haha...ak mmg dh lme nk men instrumen..tp..mklum la..bnyk kekangan..hehe..kbtulan,kwn ak baru beli gitar letrik n amplifier..mmg satu set la..haha..pstu,dia lak ofer nk ajr ak men gitar...so..ak pun try la..hahha

ak kekok sbb xpenah pegang gitar pun..hhahahaa..kwn ak ckp,tgn mcm tgn robot mse straming..hahha..siot puny kwn..:p

pape pun,mmg best la..dpt ilmu baru..tp..ak br bljr kord basic dan kord lagu 'mmpi yg sempurna'..haha..lgu plg senang nk men..(tp ak stil xmahir2 lg)..haha..

secondly..ak dpt beberapa kwn bru lg..hehe..kwn bkn sbrg kwn..kwn2 cute n hot stuff..ahha,,ak ni kn pemalu ckit..so..ssh la nk dpt kwn baru..once dh dpt borak,memg best..hehe..just borak la..bkn plu pun dorg tu..hmm

sorg tu ak knal kt swim pool..lme dh ak nmpk dia..hehe..slalu tgur2 "hai" je..hhehe..kli ni..oleh sbb dia xtrn pool dgn kwn2 dia..so,ak bnyk la borak dgn dia..hahha..tngi dh same mcm ak.puteh lak tu..hhahha..

sorg lg..tngi gak..muda r ak..junior la..hehe..ak slalu nmpk mse park moto kt kolej je..tp one day..ak dtg booth 'silat recruitment' kwn ak..t'nmpk la mamat tuh..haha..so,ak pun borak2 la skali..hehe..klo nmpk dr jaoh..mcm sombong..tp,ok je dia tuh..hehe..so,sjk tu..klo t'serempak dia kt mne2..akn slg bertegur la..haha..

thirdly..most important..ak bljr utk kawal emosi ak ckit2..klo dh jtuh cnta dan dh tau yg cnta xkn berbls..so,smpan jela dlm ati..lme2 perasaan tu akn ilang s'diri..hee...thnx guys..:)..

bye..salam.:)