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Wednesday, 28 March 2012

d making of..mimpi yg sempurna




"aku gemar memerhatikan insan-insan yang pada wajah mereka terpancar ketenangan, pada percakapan indah seribu bahsa dan pada perlakuan tertib tidak tercela....."

salam n hai again...sblm mula pape..tlg klik audiao kt ats tu..plz2..:)

ok..ap kaitan tjuk blog ni dgn my story kli ni?haha..post kli ni pun utk jwb certain thing yg dipersoalkn kt ak..haha..

1)ad org kate,ak ni mudah sgt nk baek dgn org..nk kwn dgn org n mudah sgt nk feeling dgn org..haha..adoi..hakikatny,sume2 tu berbeza....

ak mmg mudah caye kt org n wat baek kt org..w/pun lum knal lme..kdg2 org tu wat taik pun ak wat baek..haih..pelik dan naif sungguh..huhu..ak xtau nape..tp,ak diajr utk wat baek je..xdiajr wat jht..:)

mmg ak pun mudah nk kwn dgn org..ak x bnyk kwn sgt..sbb tu ak suke cr kwn2 br..xkesah la in actual or in virtual..dan ak treat kwn2 ak equally..xde nk pilih2 org ensem ke..xensem ke..sbbny;ak pun xensem..haha..tp,stil ad exception..yg psiko..ak tkot nk jmpe..huhuhu..plus..ak xmo knal org yg nk puaskn nafsu semata..ak dh serik woo..huhuhu..

psl feeling..hmm,i wud prefer to use word..admiring..ak mmg mudah admire kt s/one yg ak rse layak utk dihrgai..(sbb tu la dia disukai kn..haha)..hmm..honestly,ak mmg suke nk knal2 dgn org2 yg special..i mean,yg perfect pd pdgn org rmai la..yg gud looking..yg baek..yg peramah..plg best tgk doz persons yg slalu solat..hehe...wah..sweet2..

ni bkn feeling,tp suke tgk org2 cmni..dan suke nk m'dekatkn diri dgn org2 cmni..sbb,ak nk jd mcm dorg..yg bg kebnykn org,perfect..:)..ak pun nk bljr bnyk bnda dr dorg..especialy ttg idup dorg yg slalu bertuah..(pd pdgn ak la..)..ak cume anggap dorg2 ni (especialy yg actual person) as my guidance n abg2 or akak2..hehe..in fact,klo dorg senyum n tgur ak je pun,ak rse sgt dihrgai..sbb ad gak org perasan yg ak adlh sbhgn dr dorg..so,aptah lg klo doz persons yg wat baek dgn ak..btul x?..hehe..i repeat..it just a feeling of epiness n excitements dat i m being appreciated..;)

so..diz is only d making of my dream..dat is to be apreciated...a perfect dream..mmpi yg sempurna

2)some say..ap yg ak wat ni adlh utk sedapkn ati ak..i mean..pape aktiviti ak adlh utk sedapkn ati ak..i wud say:YES..ak join bnyk aktiviti n knal bnyk kwn sbb ak nk ilangkn rse lonly ak..huhu..(but still lonly la..)..huhu..

plus..p'alaman2 ak wat ak cuak utk hadapi akn dtg..ak pnah gak pts asa..hmm..tp alhamdulillah,ak ad msh Tuhan..ad agama..klo x..xtau ler..huhu..so,i m quoting myself again.... "dan pape aktiviti n rutin yg ak wat skrg is just to deviate me fr hurting myself;dat is to fall for s/one deeper..huhu"


vid bwh ni...d making of mimpi yg sempurna..new learner..hehe..