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Wednesday, 29 February 2012

nightmare experience

salam sume..

pekabar korg?..alhamdulillah ak sehat..cume bape2 hr ni sjk ming lps,ak sakit tekek,batuk n selesema..haha..alhamdulillah xdemam..heee..

besa la,klo batuk2 cmtu kn ssh nk tdo..so,ak pun ssh la nk tdo mlm sgt..klo tdo tu,mcm meracau jer..haha,,bunyi lendir2 sumbat kt tekak..huhu..

then,smlm ak mmpi buruk..as usual,mmpi buruk ak msti psl kisah2 silam ak..huhu..dgn watak yg same..iaitu,
1)slh sorg senior yg pnah pukul ak mse kt skolah..(pukul gang bang-sbb kntoi ak ni plu..huu)..
2)my gud fren mse kt skolah s_ _ _ wan nameny...
3)my other fren..f_ _ d nameny..huhu

dlm mmpi tu,si senior tu pukul2 ak mcm ak pnah kne dlu..kne hentak..tampar..then,dia xpuas ati..slalu buli2..tiap kli terserempak dgn dia..msti dia akn cr pasal..

pstu,gud fren ak tu nmpk keadaan ak yg mcm zombi jer..dia n other fren tu dtg n bg semangat kt ak..

smpai satu mse..ak ngadu kt dorg yg ak xtahan lg kne kaco dgn senior tuh..ak mcm xsabar nk bla dr tmpt tuh..huhu..mse tu (dlm mmpi) ak tgh nanges..

then ak t'bgn,jam kul 4 pg..ak mmg tgh nanges btul2..bkn dlm mmpi jer..mmg terasa sdehny..huhu..dh lme ak xnanges cmtu..sjk ak jaoh dr idup ak yg dlu..sjk ak mula jaoh dr Tuhanku..huhu..

mmg sesungguhny p'alamn dlu tu msh lum dpt dilupakn..smpai terbwk2 dlm mmpi..huhu..ak xtau..dan ak xkn tau kenapa..sume ny berkait dgn perasaan plu ak nih..adoi..pape pun,smoga ak tergolong dlm insan yg b'syukur..amin..huhu..:(