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Sunday 26 February 2012

sian dan keliru..:(

salam sume..lme gak xupdate..seminggu lbh..haha..bz ler..huhu

1)kamis lps,ak g lg homeless prgram area KL..as komiti..ak kne wat la kje ckit..hehe..t'msuk la idangkn mknn..sambil2 idang tu,dorg yg amik mknn akn ckp "terima kasih abg,"..adoi..sian ny ak tgk dorg ni..huhu..terharu gak la ble nmpk dorg mkn smbil tgk wayang pacak---antr hiburan yg mmpu dorg tgk..huhu

ad la sorg mamat ni..bersih je ak tgk..br lps mndi kt area situ..(ensem r gak)..haha ..dia amik mknn dr ak..then,ak bg la mcm besa..pstu,dia pdg muke ak then ckp...terima kasih ye abg..sayu jer dgr suara dia tu..dia xnmpk selekeh mcm stgh org len..mgkin dia xde umah jer..tp ad la kje kt area KL..hmm..sian dia n sian sume org homeless..huhu

2)"ak keliru!!!"ungkapan tipikal utk sume org yg xtau nk wat keputusan..tkot nk decide or bimbang nk decide krn memikirkn bnyk perkara..haha

now..ak mmg keliru....i mean..being plu tu dh keliru dah..huhu..tp skrg ni,ak rse mmg ak jtuh cnta..adoi..parah la lg..huhu..

plg konfius ialah..ak suke dia..tp dia xtau ak suke dia..dan..ak tau dia xkn suke ak..huhu..sbbny,ak syak dia suke org len..;(..and anor confusion,dia anggap ak kwn2 jer..tp napelah ak suke kt dia?..hadoi..huhuhu..

leh dikatekn tiap2 hr ak ingt kt dia..huhu..in fact,ak dh ilang minat nk jumpe sape2 kt tnenet ni selagi ak xjumpe dia..haih..perasaan yg ak xtau nk ckp..tkot nk bg tau dan bimbang nk ckp..:(

dan pape aktiviti n rutin yg ak wat skrg is just to deviate me fr hurting myself;dat is to fall for him more..huhu

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