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Saturday 18 February 2012

patah tumbuh hilang berganti

salam sume..:)

mcm besa..ak cume nk share things jer..quoting mself...:

and meeting frens either in actual or virtual if i had d chance,
sharing feelings and things that may not matter to anyone,
hoping s/one will lend his ears or eyes stalking d tones,
dreaming s/one will try to grab its theme and expression...haha..:)

1) ak br blk dr pakar kt ampang..dptkn rwatan susuln ttg septoplasty surgery..doc cume ckp..ak leh wat choice nk operate ke xnk sbb my septum deviation is not d cause of my mucus/dust blockage..ak tgh bingung2 n xtau nk pk sgt mse tu..huhu..plus,ak dh kesuntukn mase to caim under 'panel'..lps bday ak,i'll not be covered for any medical expenses..tu yg wat ak lg tmbah bingung..huhu..

then.ak mcm xpuas ati..mntk doc wat ct scan pd hr yg same gak..(ak dh x sabar sgt..)..haha..
i tot,ak ad sinuosity yg sgt kuat..tp rupe2ny,ak xde langsung sinus...then ak terkejut..selama ni,mmg ak ingt ak ad sinus yg trk gler..huhu..(based on scars n acne on my face..).:(..

ak tany doc..klo bkn spetum deviatin n sinus yg blok mucus n dust tu,so..ap puncany?huhu..doc ckp..tu alergi..bkn alergi luaran jer..tp kt rongga dlm sume dh bengkak..sbb tu ad bnyk mukus n bnyk kahak..my filter on nose,x berfungsi dgn baek..huuhu..(hrp2 ad yg fhm la..)..

so,adkah dgn surgeri tu ak akn fully recover?..doc ckp..xmgkin fully..sbb surgeri tu akn hold kejap je..dlm 4-5 thn lg,bengkak dlm idung tu akn dtg terbntuk semula dan mslh yg same akn ad semula..huuhu..plus,komlikasi drpd operation,often bleeding n sudden..huhu..

at d end,doc suh cuci manually..meaning..disbbkn naturally,filter tu dh rosak..so,ak kne tlg cuci..pttny sehari sekali..at least..tp..tgk keadaa..cara nk cuci?..haha..agak sengsara..haha..plus..kne mkn ubat klo perlu n spray idung tiap mlm..haha..mantopp..tp ni sume cume leh kurgkn jer..hehe

skrg..ak cume nk treat luaran..skin..effect drpd blockage tu adlh mukus,kahak n jerawat plus pening kepala..so,inner side,ak dh dptkn cara rawatan utk mengurangknny..then,ak kne g pakar kulit lak..(dh ad apointment - s/ting yg ak mmg elak2 nk g..huhu)..

now..br la ak tau tahap kesehatan ak..haha..bnyk bnda yg ak kne jage n elak mkn..tkot alergi..haha..
sudah patah = septoplasty xyah wat n xde sinus
tp ilang berganti..haha = alergi spjg idup..amik ubat spjg idup..manually irrigate nasal flow..haha..(mcm robot..)

2)on best part..dlm hosp pakar tu,mmg ramai nurse2 laki n pempuan..dh la tmptny cantek..haha..nurse pempuan pun lawa2..(erk,ntah ler..haha)..nurse laki2 pun ensem2..tngi..putih..siot tul..haha..sume nk amik yg ad rupe jerk..haha

3)smlm ak g join NGO bg mknn kt homeless..sje je ikut sorg abg..dia bwk keta n lalu BB mse tgh jem..perh..meriah tul BB yer..haha..

smpai2 jer kt venue,ak terpdg la sorg mamat ensem gler..muahaha..(wah,cnta pdg pertama)..haha..gurau2..hehe..nti ak citer la ek psl mamat tuh..:p

ktorg sume kne htr mknn kt homeless yg duk merata kl tuh..ad kt bwh jmbatan..arae CM..bnyk lg..mmg sian kt dorg..dlm mse yg same..ad bdk2 ank yatim pun tlg sklai..so..ad 2 golongan..ad ank yatim yg ssh2 n ad homeless people..ble ak tgk peringkt2 idup ni..ak pun terpikir la..sesusah ank yatim tu pun,dorg lg untung sbb sekurg2 ny dorg ad umah utk tdo..tp,homeless ni xde umah nk tdo...mkn pun xde duet..kje pun sbhgnny xde..huhu..

alhamdulillah..ak la antr golongan yg ats drpd 2 golongan tu td..huuhu..tersentuh gak tgk dorg..ble dorg amik mknn drpd ktorg tu,nmpk la senyuman lega..seolah2 dorg ckp.."alhadmulillah,ad rezeki utk kte mkn mlm ni.."..huhu..ak mmg suke nk join prgram2 cmni..huhu..sbb tu jela yg mmpu ak wat selain joun jd FASI utk bdk2 skolah yg memerlukn..huhu..alhamdulillah..:) 

btw,ak nk join lg sbb nk usha mamat tu lg..haha..(gurau)..hehe

 pic ats ni..bhgn yg ad itam tu..kt pipi n ats mata..adlh tmpt resdung..klo itam cmtu..mkney xde sinus..kosong..:)





pic ats ni adlh alat n cara utk cuci my filter dlm idung manually..

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