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Monday, 24 November 2014

...meaningful...

Assalamualaikum...
apa khabar sedara2..?hrp sehat dan bhgia b'sama yg t'cinta..cewahh..
dan hrp ad bnyk meanigful things yg b'laku kt sume org..amin..hehe..

maybe in other part of the world, ad sbhgn org yg br shj melalui hr yg b'sejarah dan sgt b'mkna..cthny: wedding day,birthday,konvo day,fmily day..etc..ak pon ad beberapa meanigful things yg penah b'laku dlm idup ak but it might be too meaningful for me and not to others la..

so,kli ni ak nk share meaningful things yg b'laku kt ak or yg mgkin pnah b'laku kt korg..yela,asyik citer sdeh ajer..now nk gak citer psl pkra2 yg penah m'beri erti dlm idup ak..hahah...entry ni pon dpt ilham dr s/one slalu ckp: "perkara2 kecik dan x penting la yg akn buat hidup kte meaningful n colourful"..hmm..so,ak mengumpulkn memori yg xbpe bnyk ni utk cr part mne dlm idup ak yg meaningful...haha..

1) Special Day
Sume org ad hr istimewa kn?xkesah la,hr jadi ke..hr konvo ke...hr cuti ke..especialy hr p'nikahan dan p'sandingan..haha..most of my fren yg kawen msti akn kate yg hr p'kahwenan adlh d best day ever happen dlm idup dorg...hmm..klo ak g wedding dorg pon,nmpk b'seri jer muka dorg..tp mlgny,ak mgkin bkn sebahagian dr pengembaraan cinta mereka..xpnah lak membner2 ajk jd pengapit ke..tlg pape yg ptut during preparation ke..or ad gak yg larang ak bg hadiah....huhu....dan mgkin ak xdpt nk kecapi this kind of meaningful thing pon.. deeply inside me, i m sad la..but ak kne fhm diri ak yg xsempurna ni..hmm..

But, above all,ak pon ad special day la...w/pun xbpe spesel,tp d best day ever is my bday thn ni (2014)...dan mgkin ad lg,cume ak xingt..ak pnah citer psl bday ak ni kt SINI..boleh la klo nk bce..sblm ni pon ad gak member2 bg appreciation mse bday..plg ak ingt ialah,cd citer titanic given by my school mate mse fom 4...hmm...jujur ak ckp,ak xpnah tgk citer tu mse mula2 ditayangkn dlu...hmpir 8-9 thn pstu br ak dpt tgk....my skul mate tu yg ssh payah dptkn cd citer tu with gud quality..hehe..tq fren...mmg ak xkn lupe appreciation dia..

2) berkarya:-
mse skolah dlu (form 1-3), ak suke b'karya...(mklum la,salu sorg2 ajer)...bnyk gak karya yg ak wat dgn one of my frens si "S"...ak pnah citer psl si "S" tu dlu...klo rajin leh la cr kt few entries back..karya yg ak mksudkn adlh karya penulisan..bnyk cerpen n warkah ak pnah hasilkn..mostly citer psl ak..tp,xla sehebat mne pon...xpnah la smpai dipublish kt mne2..skdr publish kt majalah skolah dan publish kt radio IKIM.FM..haha...plus,ak pon ad wat lirik lagu....sume tu aldh utk luahkn ap yg t'buku dlm ati aku...lagu2 tu ad yg sbhgn ny ak rekod..but some of them dh lupe.huhu...karya2 ak tu ak ad ltk kt notes fb..tp,mcm biasa la,mne ad org bce pon..hahha..so,biar lah ak simpan jer kt situ..one day,klo ad org nk bongkar,ade la...:)

3) Pooh and Eyore
ad org pnah bg kartun icon 'Pooh and Eyore' kt ak....dlm icon tu,pooh tgh gosok blkg eyore utk tenangkn eyore...dat person ckp: he is pooh n i am eyore....hahha..mula2 ak xbpe nk tgkap icon tu..pstu ak pon gugle cr citer tu...(ak xpnah amik tau psl citer kartun ni mse kecik2 dlu...so,ak xtau la..haha)..br la ak tau ruupeny kartun tu citer psl frenship..si pooh (beruang comel) yg salu tenangkan si eyore (keldai) yg salu depress.hmm..maybe btul la kot ak ni mcm eyore,keldai yg salu depress coz ak kn xensem dan salu depress...hahaha....tp,untung lg jd si eyore,sbb dia ad si pooh yg sememangnya s'tiasa ade di sisi..hmm.....at some point ak t'pikir,mgkin ak ad s/one yg akn chat dgn ak..call ak..or share mcm2 dgn ak..but smpai ble jer?...sbb ak bkn real fren to him pon...xpnah jmpe pon dia alam realiti..skdr jd kwn di alam maya yg sgt rapuh nii..hmm...in fact,tiap org ad haluan masing2..ak lak hany mmpu ikut haluan yg dah ditetapkn Tuhan utk ak....skali ak menukar haluan,akn ad bencana menimpa..hmm..so,ak hany truskn idup skdr tnda meredhai ke mne shj haluan hidupku dittpkn..dan spjg tempoh tu,ak xkn mmpu utk ad kwn or teman yg leh memapah ak pd saat ak lemah...coz i m alone...hmm

so,perkara2 kt ats ni adlh few things yg ak rse meaningful things la..ble t'kenangkn blk,ak leh t'senyum..mgkin bnyk lg..cume xingt..coz ak pon tgh bljr utk stabilkn emosi dan mengumpul perkara2 positif utk ak skrg ni..thanks to d person yg salu bg ilham utk ak s'tiasa positif dan epi..mgkin psni dh xde sape yg akn wat ak t'senyum n positif coz masing2 ad haluan idup s'diri..dan ofkoz,haluan idup ak x seperti idup org laen yg lbh sempurna..hmm..so,ak kne bljr utk ubat s'diri jiwa ak ni..neway..klo ak ingt lg ap2 yg meaningful things dlm idup ak,ak akn updet lg entry ni lnkli...