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Saturday, 2 May 2015

who do I belong to... (1)

Assalamualaikum,

Selamat berehat pd cuti pjg minggu nii..
sementara tgh free ni,t'ingin la nk updet ckit2...coz nti ilang sume idea...haha..

as usual,ble cuti weekend pjg cmni bnyk la dpt jmputn knduri kawen or knduri2 laen..ad jugak member2 yg ajk lpk mkn..minum..coz lme xjmpe..mklum la,sume kje....
*nota kaki: member2 yg ajk lpk ni bkn plu k..hehhehe..

ok...kli ni ak cume nk citer psl feeling ak ble lpk dgn member2 str8 yg ak knal sjk zmn skolah..uni..kje...dsbgny..hmm..
dan pd ahir kesah yg agak pjg ni,ak cume nk huraikan adkah ak ni 'part of dem' and 'belong to dem'...

1) Lepak dgn kwn uni (ex class mate)

bln lps, ad sorg member ajk g house warming dia..sempena dia msk umah br..dia dh kawen 2 thn lps klo xslh dan ak attended knduri dia dlu....

umah br dia mmg bsr la..banglo setingkat..buat kt ats tanah fmili..biasa la,fmili berada ckit..hehe..
dia pon jmput member2 uni yg laen utk meriahkn lg mjslis jamuan dia tu..xde tahlil ap pon..skdr mkn2..borak2..lpk2..

so,sorg2 kwn uni dtg b'kumpul..lme ak xjmpe dorg ni..rmai yg dh kawen..dan most of wedding dorg ak dtg...dan ad jugak member2 yg ak xbpe ngam..xbpe rapat dtg mlm tuu..

most of dem pon dh ad anak..comel2 anak dorg..haha..kdg ak mcm xcaye dorg dh ad anak..siap pgl abah..ayah..baba..etc..rse mcm br smlm knal dorg sume ni..hmm..

ad jugak yg lum kawen..tp xrmai la..mlm tu ad 3- 4 org x kawen lg...sume kne soal "ble korg puny turn plak?"..ak skdr jwb: no komen aje la..haha

spjg duduk kt mjlis tu,dorg citer mcm2..especially psl kje..btw,to note,dorg kje dlm bidang profession yg same....ak  plak agak menyimpang dr course yg ak amik kt uni dlu..(mklum la,xmmpu nk jd hebat mcm dorg..hehe)...so,klo time tu doorg citer psl kje dorg,ak mmg mati kutu..xde bnda nk share...hmm..

dan klo ad member2 yg ak xbpe ngam tu b'cerita,ak xtau nk react cmne..coz rse awkward..tp secara fake nya ak akn lyn la sengih2..gelak2..haha...

oh ye,1 more factor yg ak rse a bit janggal dgn dorg ni adlh sbb dorg ni umo sume lg tua dr ak..mse kt uni dlu ak fast track ckit dr batch2 yg sebaya ak..(cewah,b'lagak pndai ckit..kikiki)..so,dorg ni mmg dh b'kwn dan b'ssh sng sjk awal2 msk uni dlu..ak cume numpang aje coz dh dpt sekelas dgn dorg..hmm...

ade la jugak kdg dorg bkk citer2 lme dorg,ak xbpe fhm..sbb i was not part of dat stories..hmm...jujur ak ckp,ble ak duk dgn dorg,ak rse mati kutu...ntah la..mgkin sbb ad few member yg ak xbpe ngam kot..

tp alhamdulillah,dorg ttp ajak ak klo ad knduri2..mkn2..cume skdr tetamu la....xsume event dorg ajk pon..klo wedding tu sure la..

ad jugak ak nmpk dorg tlg knduri kendara sesama dorg...jd pengapit ke...tumpang rumah for pengantin ke..etc...tp,ak xpnah jd part of dat team la...

agkny ak yg sombong sgt kot.ntah la...dan ak xkn citer psl hal kje ak..updet psl ak etc...sbb ak rse,dorg xfhm pon..haha..plus,ak pun bknny ad citer best2 nk share...awek xdak..bini xdak..anak pon xdak..kje alhamdulillah,biasa2 aje....dorg sume lbh hbt dr ak...

1 thing yg ak xbpe suke adlh,br2 ni ak beli big bike..xde la branded sgt..cc kecik aje..local made lak tuu...dorg kondem ak sbb xbli lg mahal n branded..haha....bnyk je dorg duk kondem ak selama ni..cume dorg b'seloroh la..tp cukup utk wat ak t'pikir: "btul ke ap yg ak wat..."

pape pon,mse otw blk umah,ak skdr melepas nafas yg pjg smbil ckp: alhamdulillah...ak rse puas ble dpt dtg memenuhi hajat member2...klo ad duit lbh,ak hulur la ckit..xkesah la event ap pon...
(sambil melepas nafas ak rse sebak...sbb: 'ak x mmpu nk jd mcm dorg..epi w/pun idup dorg mgkin bnyk dugaan..tp dorg ad teman di sisi..i.e.wife or kwn2 rapat..'


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