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Sunday, 20 September 2015

I wish I am clean - Satu Hari Nanti

Assalamualaikum sume...pekabar?hrp sehat salu...sblm ak start merapu..meroyan,ak nk ucapkn berbnyk terima kasih kt sume yg bce n komen kt blog ak ni.ad gak yg komen kt fb dan emel trus ke private emel ak...mntk maaf klo lmbt bls..kdg x terkejar mse utk tgk blog ni...

dan spt yg korg sume tau (klo penah bce entry2 sblm ni), klo ak updet blog ni kerap,bermkne ad s/thing yg merisaukn aku..atau ad pkr2 sdeh yg aku duk terpikir..haha..sory guys..huhu...

hmm..ok..hr ni ak sempat tgk fb..tgk blog org ckit2..bls komen sume...dan mse tgh surf tenet tu,bnyk la t'nmpk post2 plu yg tgh hangat bercinta..perh..mmg ohsem la org kate...perfect kapel..kikiki..bak merpati dua sejoli..hahhaha...rse jeles tu again dtg menghantui ak..haih..jeles n sad la...

ad jgak terdetik ak nk mulakn chat or send fren request kt dorg2 ni,tp ak segan dan tkot..coz as I said, klo ak start chat,dorg either x bls, bls lmbt or bls nk xnak..hahahaa..end of d chat,aka akn ckp "sori kaco..:)" ..haha...so, aptah lg dgn kondisi ak ni,lg la tkot nk mulakn bicara...xkn dipdg pon sblh mata..kikiki... oh ye,ak ni cpt melted tgk fb 'abg2 str8'..hahaha...tp xpelah..usha2 jer pon dh cukup bgus...:p..haih..I wish I am 'Clean'...

tak dilupa jugak ad ucapan takziah ditujukan kpd rakan fb yg dah meninggal dunia....ak pnah coretkn kt entry lps2 yg ak kagum dgn mereka yg pergi tp ttp diingati...mgkin ad jasa yg dorg tabur sblm meninggal dunia..ak xtau ap akn jd kt ak nti klo ak 'pergi'...but ak xnk sshkn sume org...tkot jgak klo sume hal yg ak sembunyikn diketahui org ble smpai mse ak 'pergi'..especially fmili...tkot sgt klo pemergian ak nti memberi lbh bencana..or mgkin bahagia sbb dh kurg 'beban' fmili ak nti..kikiki...who knows kan...haha

any way,sdar x sdar dh seminggu ak idup dgn HAART..alhamdulillah,pning pale tu msh ade ckit tp x seteruk mse mula2..but kli ni,ad naek ruam...especially kt tgn...ak x perasan pon mula2..but my father did...dia ckp: npe bnyk ruam2 ni?hmm...ak just ckp,ni jerawat kt lengan kot ni..hahaa..agk2 la nk nipu pon wei..ak tny member2 plhiv yg laen dan dorg kate, by rite it might be d HAART's side efek jgak...but akn naek lg ruam tu..huhu..dan ad yg suggest ak g blk HSB,jmpe doc...hmm.....xpe...insyaAllah ok nti...'Ya Allah,ampunilah aku'..again, I wish I am clean (literally)..hahaha...huhuhu...nk nanges rse..haih...cmne la nk sorokkn ni..huhu..



oh ye,korg pnah visit cenel utube ak x?td sempat la ak melalak satu lgu..try la usha...klik vid kt entry ni or klik link ni: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twDw25zu934

WARNING; suara ak mcm katak wei...dan xde muzik iringan k..sbb xreti maen gitar..(looser gler rse..:(..)